Hah!

Dan in Real Life

What can I say? A romantic comedy .. that doesn’t go WOOO BOM!! smack into your face but shows a genuine dude who falls in love out of nothing blah blah blah … man its shows like these that keep me going!

Tommay

Can’t you see? This isn’t equality, its conformity and the grand dream is dead. You can strike me down, but there will be many more like me who will stand up to you…. who will pick up the burning torch of freedom and hold it high in my place and its not a question of if or when someone picks up that torch … its a question of WHO!

Reflections

I don’t even know where to begin but I know I must write something down. Its my last day of school today. That’s it man .. no more school for the rest of my life (as in school institution thing la .. I know some ppl will think life is a school). Before reaching today, I constantly reminded myself to fuck reminiscence. This sem was not that great etc etc. But I admit, today I brought my camera and told myself to make the most out of it. I am currently overwhelmed with emotions having reached today. My classmates felt the same way as well, many bringing along their cameras too. The part that struck me, was how some of us opened up only today. You know? Like … “Hey, I’ve always wanted to know …” While I haven’t really communicated with anyone in class this sem, due to Clique formation theory (Melvin Lim: 200 suggesting that people always stick to their cliques and never venture out of comfort zone, I do feel a sense of remorse haven’t not approached ppl and just doing my thing .. cracking jokes or saying ‘hi’. Well, today I did a lot of that, and it just hit me … got to treasure people .. got to .. live life .. don’t be .. pessimistic .. open up. Love making ppl laugh

While some had their ‘last’ dinners together, I headed over to the SRC to do my final 8km run. You know, a tribute to my biathlon days … a tribute .. a testimony to blood, sweat and tears .. for the work … and for the eventual satisfaction. I met up with a year 4 biathlete girl who I seldom talk to (due to being grossed out by her behaviour) but we talked. “Last day of school for us …” those words broke the ice. Like you know … we don’t really know each other … but we did go through some shit together .. and its finally come to this point .. so why not shake hands and give a pat on each other’s back and say a proper good bye. The 8km route will always be my favourite. Its a unique windy road around NUS, Haw Par Villa and that South Bouna Vista road. Its a route I’ve ran time and time again during my biathlon days. Hence it was most appropriate for me. When I completed my run, I walked pass the field (nothing much to reminiscence here actually) and the trek (good times … think Muay Thai).

After all is said and done, I will be real to myself and not romanticize stuff. I don’t really have any great friends here in NUS. But really, that part contributed to making the journey even more fulfilling in a way … the loneliness… eating alone … going lectures alone … studying alone .. wanking alone in the toilet … (kiddin la) As much as I want to be real and somehow be pessimistic and not cry like a baby … I cannot help but admit .. fuck … ITS BEEN A REALLY REALLY GOOD JOURNEY. EVERY PART OF IT HAS TAUGHT ME SOMETHING. From realizing the importance of training to dieting … to fucking chairmans when necessary and standing up to what you believe in … to hanging out with simple rural folks in Yunnan or Vietnam .. to captaining Muay Thai … to being independent … to love my cat even more … to not let the situations control you … to being patient .. to blah blah black sheep have u any wool .. oh and to being less desperate for girls .. as much as I love to have sex like crazy … the bald hair cut thing and simple life thing is really satisfying man ..

Thanks God for allowing so much shit to happen these 4 years. Some people fuck the shit, some people fear the shit .. but at the end of the day .. shit happens … so appreciate the shit. God bless you all ..

Shoutout

Just wanted to give a shoutout to my 21.6″ Samsung LCD bought during the IT fair. At first, when I opened the package, I thought to myself … Damn this is too big .. why did I go through all the trouble to buy it… Well .. here’s my shoutout to the monitor. Good times so far motherfuckers … good times.. Battlestar Galactica .. the Office … Doom 3 … Call of Duty 4… coming up will be GTA 4, Crysis and Assassin’s Creed. Also.. shoutout for making work so easy .. typing essay and multitasking with loads of info here and there on the web .. no regrets with this monitor man!

best curves

I love to see girls’ curves… especially that of those in the FASS man .. whao so many pretty girls .. good to see la .. but I will never touch those bossoms because 1) not handsome enough 2) I dun want! .. I really like the bald look and the refrain from desires shit thing going on in my life now. Much more content with things now… anyway there’s a thunderstorm happening in my hood and the dog and cat are sitting around me as I type my essay. I just want to point out .. that girls can look oh so pretty .. but they can never beat the curves of my cat ……

Hilary & Obama

Discontented, unsatisfied w/ current situation

Pissers: i) Neck Strainii) Term Papersiii) Lost Walletiv) No Pay Leavev) Physical-self Really unsatisfied with the way things are going at the moment. Well, what to do? Cannot everyday Sunday mah. Kane nah, wake up in the morning with neck strain. Painful sia when you tilt the wrong way. Somemore got lesson in the afternoon … shag. Nvm, this one should be able to recover over a night la. Basket, my foot also got injury. How to make fitness on time for training this Sunday? Wah the Term Papers actually can do finish fast fast one then enjoy remaining semester. Just need to push more la. Think I will head to the central library to work with Marcus, hopefully can push each other to greater limits. Left 3 term papers. Can one la!Lost my wallet during the Singapore vs Lebanon match. Heard from passer-by that someone picked it up and shout “Who lost wallet ar?”.. aiyah why he cannot wait there a bit longer .. I was gone a few minutes then rush back already. Anyway no report from police so I guess he decided to steal it. Aiyah you take the money I dun care man, but at least return the cards leh. If I pick up wallet I confirm will return to owner man. Now got to cancel Debit card, apply ATM card, buy new wallet, apply NUS card. Shag!Physically been SHIT la dude. And everyone in Muay Thai team always “Wah Kane nah this guy fit like fuck man” … got to go back training proper with right focus .. All in all, got to keep focus in life man in whatever things you do. Go to do term paper .. knn just do it! Losing control of one aspect will snowball into big shit later man. Anyway the man up there testing me la, all I can say is … I will bounce back .. I want say “AGAIN” .. that will be complacent .. simply .. I’m coming man .. you cheebye .. 

Whao

RIP Andy Hug… passed away at a tender age of 35 due to Leukemia … incredible skills man ..

Perspective

A case study on perspective. Sociology vs Psychology. Both sides are right actually. Ramos is an asshole. And the Media folks are too.