the mirror awes with misery September 28, 2007

I woke up late today. Was supposed to hit the roads with the biathlon team. Now I’m scared. In fear of facing another day alone at home again. I’m even down with a slight fever and sore throat. I think its the depression causing all this. The mirror awes with misery.
Then I look into the [...]

The thoughts of suicide September 27, 2007

Why not? I woke up in the morning and took a drive out to the post office. Been wanting to get a smaller size for my mma (sexy underwear) shorts. Damn sexy sia, like pampers. So ok, that’s the goal for the morning. And it hits me again. So what after that? Back to my [...]

Something about the eyes.. September 26, 2007

I know I’m heading in for a long night despite running my lungs out early in the morning. I know I won’t be sleeping early tonight. Can’t quite get to work, the emptiness is filling in once again. I seem to be one exclusive dick. I can’t seem to hang around anybody these days. You [...]

I wish I could be a UFC fighter.. September 23, 2007

I picked up Muay Thai during my student exchange programme in Canada. (Heh… fancy learning an Asian martial arts in the West) Immediately, I was hooked. Maybe part of its regime consisted of stuff that I would do back home. The push-ups, crunches, etc were like bread and butter back in my NS days. Kicking [...]

Little Wing September 20, 2007

When I first heard Jimi Hendrix sing this, I was like “Damn that Nigger sure is somethang’!”. Then when I heard the Corrs do it, I was like “Damn those Wallaces sure are somethang’!”.

How UNIVERSAL is the Universal Declaration of Human Rights? September 19, 2007

What the hell am I doing in this class. The tutor is biased in his own beliefs, there is no room for discussion. A seminar with no room for discussion is a coercion of ideas. Bullshit man. How can the nation that propagates righteous human rights be at the same time [...]

Perk me up, them Perkers. September 18, 2007

Dashboard by Modest Mouse. One of the many perk me up songs. Something about its poetic lyrics man …
“Well, the car was on blocks but I was already where I want.”
“I was patiently erasing and recording the wrong episodes
After you had proved my point wrong
It wasn’t like I’d let it go
I [...]

MARCUS DID I DO THIS? September 16, 2007

Ok la I know mine doesn’t come as close to this but I have to say after putting the ball at the back of the net, I was quite shocked myself. Cheong ar Dua Lim Gong Lai Liao .. Thursday Study ar. Eh you coming for Sat? Lack of players man [...]

The Universe so Vast September 15, 2007

Man this video sure speaks a good point about us and the ‘infinite?’ universe out there. We’re just small pecks in this gigantic space. I remember being in that Interfaith seminar and that old angmoh lady spending almost an hour elaborating this point to us, that we cannot take for granted [...]

What was I thinking? September 14, 2007

What was I thinking when I mentioned how hormones control us making it part and parcel of life? Today I digged into my human rights readings and boy was I filled with disappointment, anger and sadness. Rape. would. be. everywhere. if. uncontrolled. Where do I start? The text never seemed to stop, showing endless examples [...]