“You know the old saying .. if you can’t run … you crawl …. and if you can’t crawl …well…. you get someone to carry you ..” – Firefly Episode 12: The Message
Archive for December, 2007
Firefly
December 29, 2007
A really unique sci-fi that lasted a season only, eventually paving the way for the finale movie “Serenity”. Feeling crappy with this Captain’s responsibility. Can’t please everybody …. its difficult … got to reflect man. Am I doing enough? Am I doing what is right? Must I stand up for what I believe in? I [...]
Dolla Dollar Bill Yall
December 27, 2007
Fuck … this song is amazing. But what is even better is its meaning. I thought it was going to be another one of those black rap crap songs … damn I was wrong. When I saw the mtv … my eyes were filled man …. especially the part where they [...]
I still haven’t found what I’m looking for ..
December 16, 2007
I’m occupying myself to the point people find it weird. I ain’t got a choice. Its the only solution to finding myself at home feeling that sense of emptiness. From Secondary School till now …. that emptiness has never left. At the end of the day, I have nothing to fall back on. Can you [...]
You think you knew you’d hit a high…
December 13, 2007
only to realize how empty it truly feels. Feeling totally unmotivated for MT training. Lack of support from the people in fact. I don’t even have God or someone to fall back on. My heart pumps ever so weakly. I really am feeling fuckin down….. its like I wish I wasn’t captain at all. I [...]
My December
December 7, 2007
My exams are over. Right after finishing it, in fact, in the last 10 minutes of the examination period, many thoughts flowed through my mind. Freedom, Muay Thai, Soccer, No Girlfriend, No Girlfriend, Fuck Girlfriends la. A shot of depression went through my body as I sat motionless on my seat while the rest of [...]
