Going to the army soon. Will be going to see a decline of chio bus … especially when comparing to the Arts & Social Sciences. 4 fucking years and not a single potential …. it must be me huh? Can you believe my lecturer (christian) once told me that I seemed weird … like from ITE … and with no girlfriend .. means something is wrong with me .. ain’t kiddin .. sounds stupid here but when coupled with profound words .. BAM! It would sound reasonable. Why is it I keep getting interested in girls who are not interested in guys? Marcus got it spot on. Because I like girls with a passion. And girls with a passion are girls who are too busy to bother about getting a guy. Fuck .. the only reason why I’d like a girl now really badly is because of a lack of social support. Fucking serious. My family is fucked up. An institution that provides me shelter, $ and food. They don’t understand me at all. My mom’s stuck in yesterday. Give me a best friend or something .. its fine too … I’m just down and disappointed man. How could the lecturer say such things? Am I really such an Asshole? Such a freak? I dunno … I really really don’t think so … This Urban world .. it decays me fast … No one knows me … not even me. I need someone to tell me .. that I’m all good. Maybe I need meditation. Edit: Looking back at this post … I realize how much I want my reader to pity me … Like go .. ORRRHH POOR MELVIN! .. Fuck u all la .. go to hell.
“noo rushhh laaa” [hongliang 's voice] ” look at me!!”
hehe. oops! i hope he does not read this.
dude, r/s is not a race. Take your time. Army girls are hotter. They can throw you further than judo girls. Btw, look at the way you talk to girls just now!!! Even Torres cant do that!