Been a very messed up couple of days. Feeling really sore … if you cannabalize me .. you’d think my brain was soursop. A lot of shit piercing through my mind right now … yet another opportunity presented by him for me to learn from ..
1) Girl – love the feel. I adore her so much I feel like I’m paying for a prostitute .. hate the baggage .. something about our hanging out together that just doesn’t coincide in the chemistry. Got to end it now b4 its too late … was it the right choice … ? Or was there only 1 right choice? I’ll never know … but its me and my firm headedness … my determination for honour in life ..
2) Work – 8 days MC for wisdom tooth op. Missing some action … feeling like a bloody chao keng but … fuck it la .. just lay back man … and relax .. and make use of your time ..
3) Soccer – I played shitty. It weren’t the opponents. Face it. Cheer up .. move on .. exercise hard … kill them all … I’m the man ..
4) Friends – Alas .. sometimes I feel my mood is more than just affecting me … it affects my friends .. my influence .. is far-reaching … it gives me purpose … and with that comes responsibility … I cannot keep letting them down with my mood swings ..
God bless me .. I’m coming back from depression. I don’t care if Pool don’t win the title … just play well .. and seize the moment … and kick some ass … at least fight than to not fight at all baby .. HOO YAH … Ranger .. here I come ..
